for some reason, I felt a way when I saw it. but then I read up on the youngin and was like, “this monkey is trash.” but my grandmother taught me not to speak ill of the dead, so I still wish his mama healing. xxxtentacion=xxxtemptation (spanish definition)
06/18/2018 = 8 the infinity loop. don’t get stuck in this programming. stay focused and diligent on your work.
my homegirl was like, “we know what we need to do.” but I don’t know if we do. we know what we want to do, maybe sometimes. but is there a collective world view that we aspire to, so we can stop living in other people’s imagination of their perfect world? the collective world view that “they” (who is they? you know who they are. but don’t, at the same time) have offered as acceptable, where in 2018, we still…
another homegirl was like, “I remember my friends being distraught when Tupac got shot…but he actually mattered, tho.” well, if pac had died in 2018, we’d probably be saying that he was problematic too. “dear mama” was dope, but didn’t he have a rape case going on for a bit? time loop spells. raise a youngin to his imagined heights in all his problematic glory, then kill him assassination-style. who can tell me why? i don’t really care, it keeps happening, and it’s a rabbit hole of thought i don’t want to go down.
tell me your new moon dreams? the waxing crescent moon is my favorite and my dreams be on ten during this time. i was on a plane going to ghana to talk to some people. i just remembered that’s where my people this is a perfect time to focus on your crystal castles, strawberry gardens, and cherry wine. a good time to reflect on the last time you stood under a waterfall, or the time you have coming to sit in a hot spring in the mountains somewhere you never been before. work your own magic, exalt your ancestors for revealing your truths to you, do your kegels, and hit that malasana to stretch out the hips and activate that root.
i made some flowda wata soap y’all. it’s dope too. i’m working on a body mask right now with activated charcoal, bentonite clay, goat’s milk, and shea. goat’s milk is secondary only to human milk, and i’d give it to my babies before i buy a carton of cow pus from the market. ghana sounds so good right now! sheesh. anyway, click on Pachamama below to order.